Let's pretend things
would have been
no different
.
.
Let's
pretend
that air
planes
in the
night sky
are like shooting stars
even if I stop wanting you. A Perspective pushes true, I'll be some next man's other woman soon. I shouldn't play myself again, I should just be my own best friend. Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men. So we are history, your shadow covers me, the sky above, a blaze only that lovers see.He walks away, the sun goes down, he takes the day but I'm grown, and in your way, in this blue shade my tears dry on their own.
It aint easy when i hear our song, i get that same old feeling. Wish i could press rewind, turn back the hands of time and i shouldn't be telling you. Did you know i kept all of your pictures, don't have the strength to part with them yet. Tried to erase the way your kisses taste but some things a girl can never forget.
all of a sudden you went and left. I didnt know how to follow. Its like a shock that spun me around and now my heart is dead, i feel so empty and hollow. And ill never give myself to another the way i gave it to you. You dont even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you? Its gonna take a miracle to bring me back. And youre the one to blame and now i feel like ... oh! Youre the reason why im thinking i dont wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more. I guess that is what i get for wishful thinking, shouldve never let you enter my door. Next time you wanna go on and leave i should just let you go on and do it 'cause now i'm using like i bleed. Its like i checked into .r e h a b. and baby, youre my disease. 'Cause anytime that you needed me id be there, Its like you were my favorite drug. The only problem is that you were using me in a different way that i was using you. But now that i know its not meant to be i gotta go, i gotta wean myself off of you.